4 weeks...

Went to the Dr. today and she told me that little Jax is measuring "on time," so that puts us at just a bit over 4 weeks left. I cannot believe that it's gone so fast, and although the permanent numbing of my ribs (feels like the dentist has gave me a bog shot of Novocain all over them... it's because her feet is stuck up under my ribs), the cringe every time I have to stand on that scale,  and the whole sleeping issue is not exactly something I'm getting used to, it's been pretty great. Even with all the Dr. appts now, the downward slope of my boobs... well it seems like every body part now, and trying to get my body back together from the accident, its been a wild ride for sure. I definitely feel the "okay I'm ready for this to be over" at this point, but I'm quite blessed to still feel at ease and happy. In fact, I think I'm so delirious at this point, I don't even have the energy to care about caring about the little things.. like laundry, annoying drivers, or any other little "dramas" of life. God, I don't even yell at Matt when he throws his dish in the sink and somehow forgets about the dishwasher, and I actually laugh at all his stupid jokes that I have previously given him a 8 o'clock curfew on because they are so irritating when your tired. So whether it be preggers insanity or just really embracing this moment because I know I'll never have it again with Jax.. I'll take it!  xoxo